WHY?

- Why do I feel so alone when I have so many amazing people around me?
- Why do I feel so sad when I have so many happy thing going for me?
- Why do I feel so scared when I'm in a place where I'm so safe?
- Why can't I find the right words when I need them, and then I always have them when I don't?
- Why do I feel so lost then I have everything settling for me?
- Why can't I just do it when I know I want to?
- Why don't I know what I want then I have so many different opportunities?
- Why don't I know how I feel then I'm really the only person who can decide it?

Why do i feel this way?